It's such a beautiful day here in Hawaii. Its gray, and rainy outside. I woke up at 7am on the couch, and I went into my room to sleep some more. When I woke up, and came out of my room, my parents where gone. They left a note that said, they went to Barns and Noble, and to lunch.
I took my Methadone, and 6mg of Xanax.
I don't have anything to write about. I'm not feeling inspired, and I'm not doing anything productive. I'm gonna read my book, and lounge around. Take Elle for a walk in the rain, which she hates, I have an umbrella, but Elle doesn't understand to stay under it. Poor girl, and I just gave her hair a trim, and a wash, she's so soft right now. I don't want to get her all messy, but she has to go outside, and get some exersize. I'll figure something out. Go to the park where the trees cover the sidewalk, so the sidewalk stays dry.
Its raining, but its fucking still hot and humid out there. Gawd, I hate Hawaii. I wish it was 65-70 degrees, gray skys, and rain. I have to take the bus to the Libaray, because they have a book I asked them to get for me. I really want to read it. I'll take Elle with me on the bus. She likes the bus. She stays in her back pack, only peeking her head out to see whats going on. If someone tries to pet her she dives back in the backpack, and I have to tell them that she's afraid of other people, and she doesn't like to be pet. I always feel bad telling people this, but its true. She only lets me, mom, dad, Pete, and Debbie pet her.