I actually had an outting today. My aunt Debbie took me out to the gym, then of to lunch, then off to a hour facial. Now that I have a gym membership, and am only eating Nurti-System's food products I should be thinner soon. Six months or so I should look like the 18 year old Anna. Even the 23 year old Anna.
They have a tanning bed at the gym, and I don't belive in tanning, but I do belive that Vitamin D is essential to my emotional state, and so I plan on slathering on sunscreen and do ten minutes in the tanning bed.
Its been cloudy, raininy, foggy, and warmer out as of late. My favorite type of weather. If I lived in Washington I could have this all winter long. To get some Vitamin D just to the sunscreen tanning bed while living in Washinton in the winter.
Aside from that, exersize has lifted my spirits a bit. I still am having cravings for dope all the time. I asked the nurse to talk to the doctor about me getting a split dose. So I would take half my dose in the morning, and the other half at night. So I have no fucking cravings at all. The Clonazepam is a whole diffrent ball of fire all together. I will give myself props for not being as hooked on benzo's as was in Hawaii. I don't seven 2mg Xanax everyday. I did once take 10 Clonazepam when I first got my script refilled. Its in the middle of the night when I wake up with bad cravings for opiates, I take 2 Clonazepam probably twice a night. Which means my script will be out before the end of the month. Joy fucking joy.