Sunday, March 28, 2010

Here is a mirrorr have a seed

My heart is broke, may I have some glue?

I'm not like them but I can pretend.

The sun is gone but I have a light

The day is done but I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb
I think I'm dumb

Kurt Donald Cobain 1993


Anonymous said...

Right now you are living not because you want to, but because of not being selfish and not killing yourself just because you care about your parents.
Anon, is that dumb? is that selfish? she lives right now only to not make her parents suffer.
and this makes you feel better?
Who is more miserable? your life SURELY is miserable to be reading a blog and that it makes you feel better about yourself shithead!
Anna, things will get better.
Take care :)

Anonymous said...

you look cute in the new pics
you have lovely eyes

elizabeth said...

There has to be a better way for you to live your everyday life. I know you need your methadone at this point, but you need to have something else in your life besides going home to sleep. If u cannot get a paying job can't you volunter with kids, or seniors, a food bank anything? Another diversion would help, I know it would. Think about it.

Anonymous said...

elizabeth is right
it would help you.

fallen said...

I see so much of myself in you.I remember watching Kurt Cobain at Reading Festival and longing for my own "Kurt".I finally found him ,blonde,scruffy and a heroin addiction just like me.(I've also met Robert Pattinson twice,not that thats got anything to do with anything other than you've got good taste in men).My addiction has nearly robbed me of so much.You are a beautiful girl and obviously have talent as a writer,don't let it destroy you.My "Kurt"is still here but although we love each other Herion has often come before him.Addiction is there for life ,but this doesn't mean you can't have a good life or a drug free life.I still struggle with my addiction and I know that life would be easier without the problems that drugs cause.I only hope that you have the strength to live your life to your true potential.You are lucky to have a family who still care enough to help you,good luck,xx