Two days no call from Justin. Not surprised at all. I scared him off by going straight to sex right away. I think the only reason he wanted to talk to me was because he over herd me say I got Social Security Disability and he wanted to know I how I did it.
I saw him today at the clinic not by accident. I woke up early and got dressed up. Like a retard. Usually I go to the clinic looking like a nightmare. My hair a mess, my close slept in. Today nope, clean close, perfume, eye makeup, my hair perfect. At first I pretended not to notice him, but after a few minutes I went over to him, and ask him if he wants Clonazepam. He says no he gets them from his mom when ever he wants.
Then he says, "So I herd your on SSI, how did you get that?" I told him, " I got it in Hawaii it was really easy, you should go there." What I wanted to say is I'll have 10,000 dollar saved up by this winter and you and I can go to Hawaii together, and you can work on getting SSI. No sex involved. Just so you never have to work again, and I can coach you. Did I say any of those things? Nope! I was just a dope!
To bad he'll never call so I can tell him all of this. Obsessed much? I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me?