I'm so fucking bored. Masturbation lost its fun, and daytime T.V. is not worth opening your eyes for. My fucking tooth hurts. I rolled four packs of cigarettes already this morning, I smoked nearly ten cigarettes this morning already. I finally fixed the title of my blog and it now says strung out and not stung out. God am I an idiot. I sort of liked it the other way because it proved to my readers the idiot that I am. Only one person ever pointed out the mistake, and it was the only time I ever realized it didn't say strung out. Seriously I am not the sharpest tool in the shed. My spelling is atrocious. I probably spelled that wrong, wait I did spell that wrong, if its spelled right, thank spell check.
The only thing I am enjoying is answering the comments I'm getting on my last blog post. I think I got about three or four today. Every time my phone rings with an email, I'm excited because it might be a comment. When its spam I want to spit on my phone. I just got back from smoking a cigarette on the porch and my mom was taking pictures of me on my phone. I don't know how to get photos from my phone onto the laptop, and then onto my blog, so I doubt you guys will ever see those photos. Not that you care.
Seriously, what should I do. Masturbation has lost it fun. I need to have sex with a real live person. I miss the muscles on a guy. I miss the blood flowing through their veins... all over their bodies. I can't write I'm blocked, and a little sex might just unblock me. I'm constipated too, but nothing new about that. I've been constipated for going on four years. I took medication to back me up tho this time. I've had the runs from going down on my methadone dose and I just got sick of it, and I bought some Kaopectaed. Spelled that wrong. That's how it sounds. I still get stomach cramps. I didn't get stomach cramps when my dose was high enough.
I need some ambosol for my tooth, and more Advil.