Monday, November 1, 2010

Junky pictures

I put some new photos of myself that I took during my relapse in July. They are some horrible pictures, but they show me as my junky self. Its not a pretty thing. For some reason when I'm using water scares me. Not littlerly, but I just don't want to take a shower, or comb my hair. So I just live this mess in my room. This is my true junky.

15 comments:

Tatyanna (and Dorian too) said...

I think most addicts have the shower-neglect thing going on, at least myself and any junky friends I've had. I would be so happy to be in "that place" that I wouldn't want to be interrupted by ANYTHING, least of all practical shit like food or bathing or something. :)

Anonymous said...

wtf? how can you say you are ugly?
you are beautiful Anna,
I love your hair.

Anonymous said...

I agree with anonymous above. You are really beautiful Anna. So much about you, your pretty long dark hair, your piercing blue eyes. Please don't hate on yourself.

Anna Grace said...

To both of you,
I can't believe you think I'm pretty. I look like a pile of shit in all photos, but even more so in my using pics. Thank you for the compliment though. I guess I just don't see what you see.

Anonymous said...

Uh? I thought junkies were skinny. You don't look heroin
chic, you look like the homeless woman who hangs outside the McDonald's parking lot and always asks for a cheeseburger.

Danny said...

ahh Anna Grace...why have you de-followed me?

PS i agree with above commenter: you have lovely mesmerising eyes!

Anna Grace said...

Danny,
I didn't mean to stop following you. I love reading your blog. Mistake, I went through and stopped following a few blogs I must have stopped yours by accident. I'll restart asap.
Thanks foe the compliment.

Anna Grace said...

I was only HEroin chic when I was just on H not on metadone also. I didn't have a digital camera then. I hawked it. I would have to scan those pictures in and our printer/scanner which is not working. When it is I will scan them in and put them up.

Anonymous said...

So are you using again Anna? It seems like every time you don't post for a couple days it's because you're using.

Danny said...

thanks Anna, that's sweet of you. i love reading your blog too, and i hope you get well soon :)

Sarcastic Bastard said...

I am certainly biased, but I think you are always beautiful.

Love,

SB

elizabeth said...

Where are you?

Anonymous said...

Anna!! Are you ok? Where have you been, we're worried about you!

Gledwood said...

Why are addicts allergic to water?
I find it far far harder getting into a shower on methadone than heroin.
The thin skin feeling, I hate it. Hot. Cold. Wet. No!

Also showering reminds me of detoxing. Feeling wet and cold and hot all at the same time. Ukkh!

Gledwood said...

I only get myself in there by talking to myself like a 5 yr ol child