I started the Suboxone today. I went three days without any opiates and it was hellish. I cried like baby for three days straight. I couldn't watch t.v. I couldn't read, I couldn't listen to music, my legs kicked and shook, I thought about shooting myself. All because my body couldn't stand to be without opiates.
My appoinment was for 1:50pm this afternoon, but as soon as the Dr. office opened up I was on the phone calling to get an earlier appointment. I got in at 9am. The doctor fed them to me two mg at a time, and I didn't start to feel better until I was at 12 mgs.
So I'm no longer on Methadone, I'm on Suboxone. I'm not totally better yet. So this is all I can write.