Monday, February 21, 2011
eat you when your cancer turns black
Gledwood, no need to worry about me taking Adderal when my parents are gone, my insurance won't pay for it anymore. Probably the best thing that could happen. I've been using them mainly to stave off my appitete. Getting thin is always priorty numberal uno. Getting menally healthy comes in at a distance two. I need to call my physc. Doctor and tell him that I feel like shit. I think about suicide often, and when I'm not thinking about suicide, I'm thinking about a million and one things at the same time. When I'm manic I speak in a higher pitched voice. When I'm depressed I'm monotone. At least that what my parents told me to look for when they are gone, to see if I'm cycleing. Gledwood I thank you for talking to your doctors about me, when it should be all about you. I feel terriable if they think your taking adderal.
Tonight I'm making Chicken and mash potoatos for dinner.