Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm high as fuck, and I have to go out with my good friend to a bar, because she just broke up with her boyfriend. I wouldn't be a good friend if I didn't go with her. There is no way I can drink on top of the H I took right before she got here. I also took four two mg xanax.

I stuck to my guns on the name of my book. Just the photo I'm putting on the back of the book. I can't keep my eyes open to write anymore.


Gledwood said...

well done, i'm getting some heroin tomorrow morning too

Verity Vaudeville said...

I wish I could give you a hug. I have the same ruthless, addictive streak running through me too. Just a different example I suppose. Nothing touches the futility sometimes, nothing ever could.

the guy in the silk taffeta dress said...

Hi Anna,
How was the bar?
Do you play pool?
It's good that you are there to support your friends and I bet you can get her outta the blues and smiling :)

Gledwood said...

Hi Anna

I replied to your email at last. Sorry it took such a LONG TIME; my email is seriously misbehaving these days. I am in a good mood, but I keep forgetting it's probably drug-induced. Dur.

I want off drugs.

I've decided to go to an NA meeting tomorrow... have you ever done NA outside prison/rehab type situations? You should give it a try. If you do though, be careful of mentioning any of the sleeping pills or bipolar medications you're on.

Some of them have a ridiculous attitude to psychiatric drugs. Nearly always people who've never had cause to take anything stronger than Prozac... but they think they're the experts.

You can even get to NA meetings online. I'd quite like to do an online NA meeting... hey we could even go to the same one...

Anyway I've got to go. My head is all over the place these days.... whooooh!!

Danny said...

well, Anna, i've been away for a while, but it's been sweet catching up with what you been doing the last fortnight.

glad the mood lifted a little, even though it was only to go don again.

i too think you should stick to your guns over what those sadsack publishers want you to do. after all, you wrote it! you more than them got a right to give it its name...fuck, girl! they let people call their babies whatever they want, and they ain't half as hard to make as a novel is (though some might say pushing them out is)!

Sarcastic Bastard said...

So Anna, considering your lack of posts, I hope you actually left the bar and not with a damn serial killer or some shit.