I'm clean one day. I'm not even that sick. Well the days not over and I have people who owe me money and maybe I can get some dope that way. Aside from that I'm in a pretty good mood, for once. We are leaving for North Carolina in a few days. I'm getting away from these damn people and drugs.
I'm not to excited to go to Greenville NC, but its my best bet to get clean. I've been making poor choises in the money department. Doing things I used to do to get drugs. Things you know if you read my book.
I lanced my abcess it was awesome. Gray and green puss oozed out for minutes. I went to the doctor and he cleaned it out the rest of the way. Man that thing is deep. I have to pack gauze in it every few hours. The doctor tried to scare me from doing drugs by saying I could have lost my right arm if I let it go on as it was.
My dealer isn't answering his phone, So I've had to go thru a middle person who I have to share with. Which sucks.