well, I'm allowing anon commenter's again. I'm in a good place and I can take the harassment. Plus I'm not getting many comments from commenter's.
Other than that, I don't have much to say, so I'll tell you what's going on in my mundane life.
Every morning I get up around 4:30am to 5:30am and I leave at 5:45am to go to the methadone clinic. I sit and read while wait for my number to be called so I can go dose. I drive hoe really fast to witch the Today show. I lay on the couch with Eleanor, who sometimes licks my teeth. Yes I do brush before she licks and after she licks. She also licks inside my belly button, which my parents think is very gross.
Around 10am my methadone kicks in and I'm tired, so I fight sleep to stay awake. I read until I fall asleep
while reading. When I get up I write in my journal. i stopped eating snickers, and other candy bars. I knew I had to stop or I would hit the 200lbs mark before I knew it. Now whenn I get a sweet craving I eat a fiber one bar only 90 calories.
I watch prime time TV and go to bed around
I read a bit more after I'm done journal, then its time for me to watch some TV. I watch the ID which has a bunch of 48 hours mystery's, and Dateline Mystery's. I've always loved a goo d mystery. I often take cat naps, and wake up craving candy. I have to smoke a cigg, and drink a diet coke
Then around 8pm I'm in bed by 8pm.
My life is boning. '
2 comments:
Sweetie,
Makes me smile to know you are doing well! I'm told no 1 size fits one! Referring to your dose that is 100% true! Have you ever checked out the NAMA recovery site?
www.methadone.org
Not sure who is the rep is in your state though.
Anyway kiddo, take care & keep on writing.
Need to read somemore now. Check out the www.methadone.org. Knowledge is power!!!
Love,
Maureen
so glad you allowed my anonymous post about four blog posts ago???? i didn't wanna attach my name to that (i'm not ashamed or embarrassed or whatever, but right now i'm lying low on google...i'll explain later) but you do know me, i'm a loyal reader of yours :)
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