Just an update, and to clear up a contradiction. In my post, "Bummer Bitch" I had said I was going to see a suboxone dr. This is not true. I have no intention of ever going back on suboxone. No intention of getting off methadone for a long time.
The reason I said I was going on suboxone is because, the crazy person who found my blog and emailed, and called me over 50 times to get them heroin. I explained to them I no longer had a main man, I now went through a middle man, because I am on MMT. So after numours calls, texts, and emails, I gave in and gave them the last phone number I had for a main dealer. I had no idea if this was still the number. Anyway, I've told this story. This person goes to pick up the dope, and they ended up getting ripped off. They blamed me, thought I was in on it. To punish me they called my clinic and told them I ripped them off. I just wanted this person to think I was no longer going to the clinic so they wouldn't show up there to beat me up, or key my car, etc... so I just said I got kicked out.