Sunday, January 27, 2013

I have a dream, a dream that one day the mass majority of people will be ignorant

Just a second ago I had felt the need to write. I had no clear topic in mind. Just the urge to create, to write something that has nothing to do with sex, or short bios of some half nude women's photo, using words to make her seem real, and makes the reader believe she wants to fuck some anonymous pervert. At first I could write 2 thousand word bios, which was way too long, and a total waste of energy and time. At most 500 words will get a man and his cock eager for some beaver.

Seriously there are only so many things you can do with male and female genitalia. There are lot of different scenarios that can be played out, but in the end some type of appendage ends up in someone's oraphis. Either one of the three main holes on a women, or the two main on man. Weather that appendage is hanging of a human body, and is in fact a human body part, or it's a fake appendage in the form of cylinder. Penis, penis shaped dildo, vibrator, finger(s), cucumbers, carrots, candlesticks, pens, pencils, soda bottles, light bulbs, tongue, etcetera etcetera.

No, not right now. Just those two paragraphs are making me feel like a used up writer with nothing left to say.
Who am I kidding, I am used up, and have nothing to say. Never had something to say.

I have considered myself a pessimist from the time I learned what pessimistic and optimistic meant. Now I know I am not a pessimist, I'm a realist. Realistically thinking is not a bad thing. Knowing the odds that I will never go back to school, not in New York or even Green Bay. Vassar wouldn't take me as I am. The money I would need to pay for just one year of college seems monumental. I would lose my Disability pay, so I might get financial aid, or a grant maybe two, take out student loans. Say I do all this, when I get to college what money am I suppose to live off. Not for UN necessary things, but for books, a laptop, software, then of course those little things like a place to live or at least some place to go when I have no place else to go, and where I can sleep, read, write, eat. I'm good on clothes. Also to bleach my hair, and color it, have it cut. Then a shower to wash it and my body, a place to blow dry, and straighten once a week or two. A place to masturbate, or have sex. Okay the hair, and masturbation can be down at whomever's place I end up at when I pick a nice boy or girl up at the library, or bar where I would only go to get some kind of drug to dull my emotions. Yeah, that is a need, money for recreational drug use.

Education should be free. No matter how high a degree you want to obtain, it should all be free. The more knowledgeable human's become the less ignorant and self destructive our species will be. Knowledge is the key to open your mind.  Knowledge will give the human species a miniscule shot at become a truly intelligent life form. Not just a little more evolved than a Gorilla or Chimp. As far as the measurement of time, humans have barley started standing up right on two feet compared to the unfathomable amount of time has passed since the universe came to be. Just look at how long the dinosaurs were the intelligent life sustained by the Earth. Eons, and eons have come and gone. How many laps around the sun have humans been around to measure the past?...a couple 10's of maybe 100's of thousand's of years old. A few thousand years...a  few thousand years!! My friends it is but the  length of time of a mere flap of a humming birds wings. Compared to the first life to live on Earth, to the time man has become civilized is so short if you think about it. Our lives are short, therefore 50,000 years seems like an exorbitante amount of time, when in comparison to our average 60-90 year life spans.

Why, oh why, with such a limited amount of time we are living humans should we be so concerned with keeping up with the Jones's, or in pursuit of making more and more money, to buy status symbols. Who gives a fuck if you drive a 1988 Toyota or 2014 Ferrari? On your death bed are you going to regret never buying an expensive car that loses 60% of its value once you drive out of the parking lot, when you could have used that money to change the course of human history? We pursue money when we could and should be pursuing knowledge. Living our lives for the betterment of all human kind in generations to come. What will human life be in the year 7013? Will humans still exist? Will anyone remember you lived on Earth, and had lots of money? Eventually we are all forgotten with the passing of time.  So in essence will are all nobody, and we are all the same.

If human's can stop just saying we want to better humanity. No longer living life in grips of a piece of paper worth nothing but the value we tell ourselves it has. No longer living to turn a profit. Instead Teachers unite, those who have knowledge teach, instead of working on an Assembly line learn. Listen more than you speak. Ask questions, question everything? Meditate, sustain yourself with the abilities we have learned, plant our own crops, have our own cows, forage for food, hunt for food, in the meantime, learn and teach, listen and question.

We have the tools, now use them. Don't do as you're told, do what you know is right. Don't give in, or give up. Forge ahead. A pessimist would say this will never happen. A realist would say it will take a lot of work, and dedication to start the ball rolling, but once it makes it's first revolution, we will be on our way to making a revolution of a different kind. We have the ability to talk to someone in China and see their face over a screen in the time it takes to tap an icon, spread the age of knowledge and enlightenment using your fingers to tap and speak with as well as listen to anyone with access to the internet.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Pointless rants, I've been on a tangent lately. I've taken bits and pieces of my rants and copy and pasted

If you want to read the facts, I suggest you read the paper by Steven Hawking I've posted below this post. Take time to learn. As I stated below, Dr. Hawking is pro human life and even human's leaving planet Earth after we have depleted all its resources  and need a new host, we need to look into space. Where I Anna Grace Y. am pro human extinction. Maybe I'd feel differently if I could reach Nirvana the highest form of inner peace, and being one with everything. We are one with everything, but our brains have created self obsessed semi intelligent creators with the power of destruction. Our only power is destruction. 

It's been a while. Hasn't it my friends? I had pretty much forgotten about my one time best and only friend...my blog, "I hate my face, I hate this place, and I'm strung out again" on blogger. Now it seems like a distant past. I still have no friends, not because no-one tries to include me, or invite me, or tries to engage me in conversation. They do all the time. Sickening. I much prefer my communication with other human beings be limited to online exchanges only. As for people...Oh hell no, I have plenty of that bloody shit. The reason I haven't any close friends is simple. I hate people. I talk to one person that is not my mom or dad. I still hate her, but I will speak to her.
There are no exceptions, not for family, or friends (if I had any), or sweet innocent children who are starving because yet another women was knocked up....yet again. Even though she can't afford to care for her other 7 children, now 8. All of the kids are under 12 years old, and now she's bringing another impoverished  hungry, scared, uneducated, etcetera...child into this world. A child who will be another on of Earth's parasites. All humans are parasites living off our plant's resources  depleting those resources faster than Earth can regenerate,

I hate no one person more than I hate any other person, not race more than any other race, not me more than women. My hate is equal. I don't hate because I've a small cold heart. The opposite is true as a matter of fact. I have loved people, all people so much. I've been so saddened by all the insensible things people do, not only to each-other but to all living things. People are the parasites of Earth. Parasites that continually feeds off Earth and its resources. Reproducing faster than the planet can regenerate the depletion of its resources. Earth, our true mother, who bore us and watched as we evolved to better suite the conditions of that particular region or part of Earth's land masses on which we live, so we can survive and reproduce. In the whole universe, the dust of the supernova could have gone anywhere in the universe. Unfathomable! I wonder if we think about the odds and did the math giving us the odds that the dust from dead stars that have imploded and exploded in outer space, that the dust would land on Earth, and form the matter that all forms of life on Earth, and everything on the Earth is made of.

This small, insignificant ball of gasses, energy. and matter traipses around the star nearest it. Now after eons and eons after the little blue dot formed and became a planet, is so small in the vastness of the space time fabric continuum which we call  "The Universe" a place so large and with so much space/nothingness that there could be, and probably is a part of the universe where the blue dot as its called when seen from a far off distance. Our brains have not the ability to really take in the idea of infinity, and forever. Our parasitic life span or humans life span is less than the time it takes to blink your eyelids just once.

treated who's atmosphere, and surface a mixture of oceans filled with salt water, and land covered in plant life vegetation which set just the  right conditions so we can breath. You know that that air we inhale and fills our lungs, and is disturbed in our blood, which is then pumped through our bodies by the strongest muscle humans have..the heart, that pump the blood that flows through our veins and arteries carrying oxygen to our organs, and most importantly our brains. Where where the thing that makes you a self aware, conscious with distinct personalities, and thoughts. Our bodies are merely extraordinarily complicated, and perfectly designed machines which is run by our brain. Really the energy produced in our brain, causing electrical pulses the spark to carry information from neuron to neuron via our synaptic gaps, which finds it's way to the part of the brain that reads the information, and does what the information told it.  we just take, take, take, until it's gone, with no care of the consequences all the taking has on not just other people, but of the planet we belong to. (I noticed people say, "we are destroying our planet. It's not our planet, we do not own Earth, the Earth own us. We have no control over mother nature. We belong to the Earth, it is the planet in the Milky Way Galaxy  that rotates the star we call "the sun" , and we were created from the dust of what were at one time stars, who burnt out, collapsed into its self, and then exploded with a force unfathomable to us in a brilliant supernova.


 if it's legit, that is  awesome. I can't wait to go unfriend a few people, or everyone. I hate people, right-wing, super religious bible thumpers, who keep themselves ignorant, and follow the rest of the herd,"herd of or rather infestation of the parasites of earth"

Look up the definition or as Siri what the definition of a parasite is. we humans are parasites, reproducing, draining Earth of it's resources, faster than Earth can repair itself. People think the Earth belongs to humans. NO, NO, we belong to the Earth. Without our planet you assholes would not be here. Including myself in the group of assholes. I am human after all, and own things I don't need. Over indulge, consume, Oh no the economy is failing, we better get out there and buy stuff to help boost the economy.  At least I don't make enough money to do contribute to super consumerism.
Jobs, money, houses, reproduce, don't use drugs...except alcohol, look the other way when you see a homeless Vietnam Vet, who was sent to war, he didn't volunteer like the soldiers of today. Pretend the mentally ill, and non violent criminals should spend 10 years in prison for possession of marijuana with intent to sell. Who has a history of drug convictions, yet none harmed another human being physically. Humans who put other humans to death because the DA is sure this person was the perp, only to find out 10 years after his execution he/she was innocent, just in the wrong place at the wrong time. The government doesn't want us to know how many innocent people have been executed. God forbid us non government officials know the truth. I know too many people including my own family who want to believe a person is inherently bad because they are not of European heritage, or Eur-Asia
people, some I even want to keep and send a new friend request...http://www.hawking.org.uk/life-in-the-universe.html

Life in the Universe - Stephen Hawking Well said Dr. Hawking.

Life in the Universe - Stephen Hawking  He's pro human life, I am pro human extinction.