Saturday, April 19, 2014

My life has not changed at all. I'm still just lazy fucking piece of shit. I haven't had any relapses since 2011. I am currently tapering my methadone dose 2mg a week, I was going 2 mg every three days until I hit 50mgs and got dope sick. Oh man was that a reminder of what hell life is without opiates. Soon, or rather within the next 6 months I will be fully tapered off methadone, and be without any opiates in my system. Now that I'm in my 30's my odds of staying clean for a year or more have gone up some. I'm not sure how much, but I do know that the longer a person is on methadone without using for 3+ year, and is over 30 the addict's odds go up significantly that I'll get a year clean under my belt. Heres to hoping!!

That's really all there is to know about me. Some might be interested to know that I am getting a Half Sleeve Tattoo of the Little Mermaid, Sebastian, and Flounder. I have only gotten the outlines done so far, I go in for shading after Easter, and then coloring a week after that depending on how I heal. I will post a photo when it's finished.